hey hey
its been a long long time since i wrote anything here. since all the guys are writing something, i might as well drop by here to say hi. sorry if my english is a bit un-understandable cos my brain has been rotting for quite a while since i joined the army, but hope u get the idea.
as the only infantry guy around in our class, i feel that it is my duty to tell u that SOCJOC in brunei for u ppl in support arms is damn fun, at least u dun have to spend 9 days inside there with only 2 days of rations doing 3 navigation ex plus a survival package for JCC =) nice........ to fajoo and hasu, jiayou at combat e, see u in 19 weeks time at the parade square rehearsals (heard abt ur field pack standardisations.... bloodly insane) =) and to the new cadets nayr and hammy, have fun in ocs and reli reli treasure the time u have in service term cos its probably the best time in ocs. and nayr u better keep that finger out of the trigger guard or 14 days of rcp may jus be coming your way and ur CadetWingStoreMan hammy will not be able to save u from that shit.
i totally agree with taitai. we are so near adulthood already. no longer kids anymore. there are like alot of responsibilities on our shoulders. sometimes i jus wish i could be a cadet for my entire ns life cos after commissioning, there'll be so much responsibilities on my shoulders. 26 men's life in my hands, which i'll have to answer for, which i'll have the power to change. i'm sure hammy, as a wing appointment holder is feeling the pressure right? maybe as a first round appointment holder not that bad, but in pro term, our balls jus get squeezed all the time. all the sirs (and esp wsm) are asking to get things done in an impossibly short time frame and expect u to know everything that is going on and where all the stores are. the cadets are blur all the time and will only move fast if they get to book out. my balls got squeezed so badly today so many times i can barely feel them already.
1 plus year more and we'll be adults already (if we still havnt started thinking/behaving like one). honestly, who have thought thru seriously wad u want to do in the future, say 10 years down the road, and have made efforts to achieve it. i know i didnt, or at at least not that seriously. one of my sirs in ocs talked to us abt thinking abt our future during a meal time chat. he told us that a surey did (by wadever book or wadever college) recorded that from yale university, only 3 percent of the grads have thought thru wad they want to be in 10 years time and are making efforts to work towards that goal. and those 3 percent's earning 10 years after graduation is a few times (forgot how many) more that the rest. if u are wondering wad the hell i am talking here right, i'm jus trying to put across the point that we are near adults now should start thinking ahead liao. during my exercise cast away a few days earlier, starving and freezing to death under the tekong downpour, i thought to myself wad the hell am i doing here, wad shit i have got myself into by putting the tick in the box "i wanna be a commander in the army" during bmt. and subsequently i began to think wad i'll be in the future, and its blank. felt quite loser. dunno if its due to the extreme hunger or cold but i reli couldnt get a clear picture of wad i reli reli wanna be in the future.
ok jus said alot of crap hope u all arnt bored to death by all my nag like post. dunno why i've become very whiny/naggy over the months. sometimes i think like a 5 yr old and sometimes i think like a 50 yr old. wierd things army does to ur brain i must say.
its almost 3, had a bowl of wantan mee, cheese burger meal, fish and chips for supper after book out =) ex cast away makes u reli hungry haha.
signing off
as the only infantry guy around in our class, i feel that it is my duty to tell u that SOCJOC in brunei for u ppl in support arms is damn fun, at least u dun have to spend 9 days inside there with only 2 days of rations doing 3 navigation ex plus a survival package for JCC =) nice........ to fajoo and hasu, jiayou at combat e, see u in 19 weeks time at the parade square rehearsals (heard abt ur field pack standardisations.... bloodly insane) =) and to the new cadets nayr and hammy, have fun in ocs and reli reli treasure the time u have in service term cos its probably the best time in ocs. and nayr u better keep that finger out of the trigger guard or 14 days of rcp may jus be coming your way and ur CadetWingStoreMan hammy will not be able to save u from that shit.
i totally agree with taitai. we are so near adulthood already. no longer kids anymore. there are like alot of responsibilities on our shoulders. sometimes i jus wish i could be a cadet for my entire ns life cos after commissioning, there'll be so much responsibilities on my shoulders. 26 men's life in my hands, which i'll have to answer for, which i'll have the power to change. i'm sure hammy, as a wing appointment holder is feeling the pressure right? maybe as a first round appointment holder not that bad, but in pro term, our balls jus get squeezed all the time. all the sirs (and esp wsm) are asking to get things done in an impossibly short time frame and expect u to know everything that is going on and where all the stores are. the cadets are blur all the time and will only move fast if they get to book out. my balls got squeezed so badly today so many times i can barely feel them already.
1 plus year more and we'll be adults already (if we still havnt started thinking/behaving like one). honestly, who have thought thru seriously wad u want to do in the future, say 10 years down the road, and have made efforts to achieve it. i know i didnt, or at at least not that seriously. one of my sirs in ocs talked to us abt thinking abt our future during a meal time chat. he told us that a surey did (by wadever book or wadever college) recorded that from yale university, only 3 percent of the grads have thought thru wad they want to be in 10 years time and are making efforts to work towards that goal. and those 3 percent's earning 10 years after graduation is a few times (forgot how many) more that the rest. if u are wondering wad the hell i am talking here right, i'm jus trying to put across the point that we are near adults now should start thinking ahead liao. during my exercise cast away a few days earlier, starving and freezing to death under the tekong downpour, i thought to myself wad the hell am i doing here, wad shit i have got myself into by putting the tick in the box "i wanna be a commander in the army" during bmt. and subsequently i began to think wad i'll be in the future, and its blank. felt quite loser. dunno if its due to the extreme hunger or cold but i reli couldnt get a clear picture of wad i reli reli wanna be in the future.
ok jus said alot of crap hope u all arnt bored to death by all my nag like post. dunno why i've become very whiny/naggy over the months. sometimes i think like a 5 yr old and sometimes i think like a 50 yr old. wierd things army does to ur brain i must say.
its almost 3, had a bowl of wantan mee, cheese burger meal, fish and chips for supper after book out =) ex cast away makes u reli hungry haha.
signing off
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